I just realized how dangerous it is to have a crush on someone I shouldnt have a crush on. The adrenalin kick is there and I wont deny how thrilling it is to feel like that again. But this time I have realized that I will be playing with fire (not that I make a move on all my crushes, most of them dont even realize that I like them.. I guess I am more into the FEELING of having a crush than actually having the crush.. (makes sense? Its not supposed to)).
Its like when I tag a car thats going faster than I am. Sometimes the car is going about 10km/h faster, or sometimes it if going about 30km/h faster. Better yet, if a fast car is trying to overtake me and I decide to speed up as well. Dangerous. Stoopid. Crazy. Yeah, thats me with a crush.
I dont want to say I am a difficult person to live with, its just that it takes a special kind of person to match up to me and my expectations. A very special kind of person.
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